Baby Steps of a Muslimah

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Bismillahirrahmanirrahim

Alhamdulillah, today marked the 24th year of my life in dunya. Syukur, kana bagi lakat kesempatan to do amal ma’ruf nahi munkar. This birthday marks the second year of my baby steps to becoming a better muslimah.

Mikin tua, mikin akhirat dekat. Mikin tua, umur makin betambah, and mikin umur betambah ada yang cakap dosa makin betambah (naudzubillah), but yang penting, dunia semakin meninggalkan tani, and akhirat mengejar tani.

For the past 22 years, I have been selfish, doa untuk sendiri saja or untuk parents saja, or untuk family saja. But this year, I want to doa for the ummah.

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Speaking of rezeki, heard a rumor that the scholarship people got interviewed already, and I have yet to get a phonecall from them. It’s ok if bukan my rezeki, at least I tried. It’s not as if I didn’t try, and assume saja, but I did try.

, smile. It’s ok. I did all four, doa – recited a lot of doa and performed as much solat duha and hajat as I could, usaha – did all the applications and asked questions regarding scholarship, ikhlas – my reason for wanting to further study is not just because lapas master gaji basar, but because of Allah, and lastly tawakkal – just leave everything to Allah, after all, He is the best planner.

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