Baby Steps of a Muslimah

Muhasabah diri

Bismillah

Assalamualaikum

It has been a while. What have I been up to now?

Alhamdulillah, I have been accepted to be a teacher (muallimah) at a school, to teach maths and science to primary 4 – 6. With it, comes cubaan, pasal apa jua hidup ani mun nada mehnah (ujian), kan Allah ada mention in one of his surah, ‘Adakah kamu mengaku beriman, jika kamu tak di uji?’ and dlm Al-Baqarah:286, ‘la yukallifullah hu nafsan illa usaha’, Allah tidak membebankan seseorang lebih dari apa yg ia mampu.

Masa mengajar ani, terasa apa yang dalam diri tani yg tani tau menyasakkan bagas cigu tani, ada dalam diri student tani.  Tani nda buat homework/assignment/report dan yg sewaktu dengannya… rupanya sasak cigu/lecturer tani dgn perangai tani atu… tani payah kan faham, rupanya sasak bisdurang tepaksa explain balik2.

Ada lagi jenis student mulut laser, in other words, krajanya kan membawa kelahi cigu. Huhu, contoh, my student ani, on my first day at work.

‘Boys, girls, please tell me your names,’ I said.

‘Anna’ answered a girl timidly.

‘Louder,’ I said.

‘Anna’ she said again.

‘Louder’, I said. ‘I can’t hear you’

Udah atu, ada tia, penyibuk dlm kelas becakap, ‘tuli kali cigu ani’

Huhu, ouch. Rupanya ada jua jenis student yg krajanya membawa kelahi cigu. Huhu.

Huhu, asif jiddan sahabat, diri ani tarus tia curhat sama muhasabah di sini.